Entries for March, 2006
Written by maxterspade12ph at 09:03 AM.
we just completed our line up :
one OC gay guy
a wild idea
a powerhouse guy
and a rider
so basically we would have to be in the same company for OJT. and this would be the problem, we have different likes. just the same we would still have to work together, and it would be just fine, i think.
by the way, i haven't enrolled for OJT yet. and for the undergraduate paper class. paano kaya yun maihahabol? syet, kailangan kumausap ng mga tao. so far i am delayed sa aking time line scheduling pero ok lang. we do things on a rush as the power of the holy spirit comes before.
Written by maxterspade12ph at 09:03 AM.
she's got a boyfriend.. and for me that is a big deal.i felt free when i heard the news. KNP was inviting me for some inuman session but i declined, basically because i think it would just not help me. i am already happy for her. the only thing i have left with her are money issues. i still have some of her stuff and i plan to give them all back since the boyfriend before me did the same.
she is the best hugger! no wonder why her first boyfriend hugged her that time when she visited him at his place. i would miss that side of her.
she is not purely independent but not totally helpless. i like her because of that.
she can easily adapt to so many people, all at one time. her priorities are clear and although she can't be the best in a field, she sees to it that she can also be competitive.
she has so many friends.
she does not play any computer game of some sort. she does not try on that though, just dancing around.
she is chinese.
she left me.
she would still take a special place in me. now part of my past, not in the present and next to impossible for the future.
just wish to thank her for eveything. can't say it face to face right now, and someday when the dust settles, i would.
{ mood } off
Written by maxterspade12ph at 02:29 AM.
e pepi? asan na? - tanong ni cliff 530 sa warzone. "wala pa" sabi ko naman. nagpunta ako sa mga guildmates at nag log in sa PC for some dota. then 6-12 na. nagsisisi ako kung bakit ako nag 6-12, e hindi naman ako sigurado pa kung darating siya, pero sabi ni clifford darating daw dahil nakachat ko daw niya. dumating si pong, antay pa rin ako. dumating si harvey, at patuloy akong nagaantay. makatapos ang isang oras, sa wakas dumating siya. "hi!"
so lumipat kami ng PC nag bosshunt ako at ako na rin nagdistribute ng loots. hindi siya makapag silk road. sayang nakakainis, ginutom ako at nagyaya ako kumain, sumunod naman ang mga kampeon at iniwan namin si promking na nagmimina. umakyat si harvey sa condo at apat na lang kaming kumain sa kenny rogers, kahit na natagalan kami pumili ng makakakain, sulit naman kasi busog na kaagad ako.
pagkatapos nun, nag videoke kami sa prov. walang angal si hazel. hindi siya kagaya ng iba na maarte. kahit umaangal siya na mainit, game pa rin siya. she appreciates everything and at the same time criticizes them. mahirap gawin yun pero para sa kanya madali lang. she is a natural.
natuwa naman kami dahil umpisa pa lang ng pagkakakilala ko sa kanya, hinding hindi daw talaga siya mapapakanta. pero napakanta pa siya ng mga kampeon, mga tatlong a\kanta rin yun. nakakatuwa dahil sobrang uminit ang aura niya nun, sabi niya kinakabahan daw siya.
after kumanta, o2jam na, hindi ako nakasali dahil walang PC na gumagana. nakakainis pero walang nakatalo kay dimple sa o2jam. pero sa counter strike, she is good compared to others. adjourn na pagkatapos nun at naguwian na.
hinatid ko siya sa condo ng ate niya, sarado ang gate pagdating namin dun kaya nag antay kami ng papasok. kwentuhan. sa jeep pa lang todo kwentuhan na, nd she gave out feedback about my friends kahit hindi ko pa sinasabi. she really knows how to appreciate things. biruin mo, may sense daw kausap i KNP1. nabanggit rin niya na hirap pa rin ako tumingin sa kanya. she can't gage my sincerity dahil dun. we ended up with a beso and parted ways after a wonderful day of evanescance and bellfire.
she made this one day so successful. it is so memorable not only for the two of us but also for the champions. i project that we would still have more of this in the future.
{ mood } super happy!
Written by maxterspade12ph at 08:23 AM.
lately, hindi ko ginagawa ang responsibilities ko for school. siguro kasi, i am feeling down dahil madami sa paligid ko ang isa-isang bumabagsak at nawawala sa educational system. lately lang, nabalitaan ko, delayed na naman ang kuya ko ng 1 term. bagsak siya sa thesis niya. kahit ako, ayoko ma delay pero parang nalulungkot ako. at hindi ko ma-convert ang lungkot na ito sa inspiration at motivation.
si promking? ok naman. medyo adiksarf mode nga ako dahil parati ko iniisip. ok na yung lineup namin. PROMKING, asheron, ISHIN, cinderela, LTMICHAEL, redsia, ARIANE, jovert. powerhouse team na yun. sana nga manalo. gusto ko lang din sana mag 43 si promking bago dumating yung araw ng tournament. kaso mahihirapan ako dahil finals week yun at mapa-practicum ako this summer.
my dad is asking me about aspirancy, e sobrang layo ko pa naman sa pagiging brother. may isang taon pa ko to decide. nasa isip ko na nga na lumabas sa program dahil nakikita ko na wala siya sa linya ko. as in hindi ako pam-brother. i think my dad and my lola is excited on the thought na hindi ako mag-aasawa. kainis talaga.
isa pa pala yang practicum na yan. di pa ako naka enrol kaya baka hindi ma-credit yung practicum ko. late enrolee. syet. sana pwede pa ipakiusap.
so far, wala ako sa focus ngayon. TINATAMAD NA AKO MAG-ARAL! wish i could see the point of studying further. para sa akin kasi, sapat na ang natutunan ko.
{ mood } tired