Written by flyfree at 01:08 PM.
today's my last day of work in my old company. come monday, i'll be with the new place! monday is reserved for orientation and getting to know people, my surroundings, and how things work. tuesday to friday...well...i'm not really sure, but hopefully i'm up for the challenge.
lotsa new things! new house, new office...hopefully it means a lot of new and exciting things to come.
is there anything i'd miss in the old place? sure. all the friends i've made. i will surely miss them. but there's always the internet so i can keep in touch with people. new and more exciting opportunities await.
Written by ladyapril01 at 12:19 PM.
haha.. after months of not seeing each other, finally today is the day.. haha..
how did it happened??
me and kagandahang jessica planned last wednesday to have a special meeting for the suprise celebration for ate she because she will be graduating this saturday, the said call time is exactly 9am but because of my kagandahang insan 11:30am ng-start.. astig noh?? and because of the super organize meeting the only presidents came are crim,cs,hrm.. haha.. sinundo p nmin c kuya jef sa accountancy pero okie lng kc masaya nman, and kung super lucky k p tlga ate she is not around in university because she's having a lunch with their Dean kya we decide to eat muna sa zola for the meeting for the "real" suprise lunch for our dear president..we are with gagay pla..
going there, super ingay at kwentuhan kmi, prang di kmi ngkita ng ilang taon ni insan nd tinatawanan kmi nung dalawang mokong, inggit lng cla.. hihi.. i saw ferdinand also and said n gumaganda daw ako.. naks nman! knina c sir john nagsbi nun eh.. haha.. sna dw m2loy ung get-together ng mga sof1 sa december.. soo, ayun na, nakarating na kmi and we decided to order sizzing porchop with hot rice.. weee.. nghntay p muna kmi ng 10 mins for the preparation.. grabe gutom nmin nun kya super talk n lng kmi while waiting, insan was shocked bcoz c gagay pla is kptid ng ex koh, ngtaka cya bat super close prn and un ngng topic nmin buong araw.. haha.. pero hndi p rn nmin nakalimutan ang pnka-agenda and that is the suprise lunch for ate she, when the food is served super kwentuhn prn kmi and ngng expression ng mga boyz "take ur time" kc sobrang daldal at ingay tlga nmin knowing n we are eating.. haha.. la lng, di nauubusan eh.. insan admire my being "MAAYOS na babae" dw, ewan koh dun, sbi p dw kht cya din dw ung nanay ng ex koh, boto dw cya skin kc konti n lng dw ung mga babae n 2lad koh na n super all-in-one package n and ayun pinuri nnman nmin mga sarili nmin.. haha.. sana nga gnun din c "toot" kso di ako n-appreciate eh.. bdtrip!
after we ate, hinatid nmin c gagay kc uuwi na, pumunta kmi ng dagupan astro to look for ate she kc ka2usapin nmin kung kelan tlga cya available, we walked and talked a lot ulit ng papunta at lalo atang ngng worst kc lalo ata kming ngng ma-ingay sa daan kc ang topic c "toot", ayun nsa2yangan c insan sa nangyri smin and how coincidence na 18 din monthsary nla.. hayz! sayang tlaga.. pdting nmin dun, super bonding ky ate she and medyo tambay at pahinga ng konti.. tinuro din ni insan crush nya at okey nman cya.. matangkad.. hehe..
we stayed there for an hour tpz balik skul, ng-kwentuhan kmi dun hanggang 4pm, tpz pinakila2 smin ni kuya venz ung best friend nya, c kuya israel.. medyo cutie and single.. pwede.. haha.. iba-iba ngng topic pero more on girlie talk tlga, luvlife nming dlwa, family, at kalokohan and ayun medyo may prob c insan sa luvlife nya, nata2kot cyang ma-fall sa iba kc mahal nya c alexis kc may crushie cya ung tinuro nya sa astro, kya un, bzta kya m yan insan! kw pa! haha.. bzta ang mahalaga maganda taung dalawa.. sinamahan koh din cyang kumuha ng subjs nya and finally we went home n rn.. thankz sa paghatid insan..
because of our super long talked and bonding, ang dmi pla nming similarities ni insan 
1) same monthsary (18)
2) don't know how to swim
3) allergic to alcoholic beverages
4) don't dance at all
5) abong (means asa bahay lang)
6) 20 years old
haha.. soulmate?? bzta saya tlga ng kwentuhan knina.. more bonding kagandahang insan jes hihi..
muahz!
while waiting for insan pla, ng-usap muna kmi ni gagay and ayun na sabi nya na gustong-gusto dw ako mama irene.. hayz.. super sad tlga, i'm planning to visit them kso di natuloy kc may meeting with the council presidents.. namimiz koh 2loy c "toot" kht hndi dapat.. bad shot!
i received this quote pla.. share koh lng..
people always think that the most painful thing in life is losing the one you value,
the truth is,
the most painful thing is losing yourself in the process of valuing someone too much and forgetting that you are SPECIAL too..
Written by ladyapril01 at 02:03 PM. Filed under <3.
three months rule is over.. today is NOVEMBER 5 and it only shows na wla n tlga and i really should move on.. three months lng akong umasa at ngpaka-tanga sa wala..
AUGUST 5, 2009 / around 11:30 AM, that was three months ago and the exactly day and time when we finally separate each other.. it was really unexpected, i was drove by my emotions.. anong alam koh n mggng gnun mangyyri?? cnong mkpgssbi n ung dalawang taong mahal na mahal ang isa't-isa at hndi alam kung pano mghhwlay ay bglang mghi2wlay.. i don't know how to explain my feelings right now.. HAPPY coz finally i'm free and i almost give respect to our 8 months relationship but why SAD?? simple lng, TANGA p rn kc ako, i'm still hoping that my supposed to be lifetime prince will come again and will hug and kiss me..
ewan koh.. nhhrapan p rn ako, umaasa p rn pero bkit?? why should i letting myself feel this one?? i don't deserve it in the first place, it's obvious he don't luv me anymore, he's happy with someone else, someone who's nearer to him, prettier, lovelier i guess and more understable and less selosa.. i have no idea on what his girl looks like but according to my source maputi daw which is different to me coz i'm morena.. ano nman ngaun LANA??? ang dmi nmang ngkkgusto sau.. ano nman ngaun 
believe it or not, i'm crying right now, emotional n kung emotional, wla lng.. i thought he's the one, the one who can bring me to aisle and can shout to the world na "YES! AKIN NA SI LANA!" pero hindi, he left unexpectedly, san ako ngkulang?? i almost did everything to save our relationship pero wla, ngmukha p rn akong tanga sa huli, mhrap nga tlgang ipilit ang sarili sa taong ayaw na sau..
san ba koh ngkamali?? nagmahal lng nman ako, oo selosa ako pero alam m nman kung bkit db?? you know how much i value our relationshp, i almost called and texted you, alam mng i can't go sa manila coz i have my class here pero sna nman hndi m cnbi ung totoo nung supposed to be monthsary ntn, you admit na you have someone else, alam m b kung anong labas nun skin?? niloko mo koh, pinaasa ng sobra! kc alam m ng ngkkandarapa ako ng sgot gling sau tpz ung sgot m, aside sa late, sobrang sakit p! hayz!
and you know what adds the pain? is the truth na pinalitan mo agad ako.. bat gnun?? madali b kng kalimutan?? gnyan b tlga kapg long-distance relationshp?? mnsan nga iniisp koh kung minahal m b tlga ako, which is hndi nman ata, wla lng, niligawan m lng ako coz you're missing to have someone to take gud care of you, i do admit sometimes feeling koh hndi mo koh gnun k-mahal, na hndi k gnun k-proud compare nung nili2gawan m c ailyn, nili2gawan p lng un ha..
message to him:
thank you. sobrang thank you sa lahat. thank you for teaching me to be strong and to learn to stand on the words i say. thank you for being strict. thank you for the good and bad memories. thank you for introducing me to your family especially to your mom. you know how happy i am to have a new mom. i hope i can still call your mom, "MAMA". always take good care of yourself. i'm always proud of you. thank you too for letting me love you and making me MS. CARANZA for eight months. always be happy and take good care of her. i miss you.
honestly, hindi ako galit sknya, ngttmpo lng coz we ended badly, those things written above are the things and feelings that i encountered on my three months of healing and still in the process of healing..
right now, i know that it's about time that i should be happy and love someone else and i'm praying to God and St. Jude that my next mr.right will be the last one, coz i know and they know that i'm not really good on moving on, that i be more happier and luckier on him..
Written by ladyapril01 at 02:07 PM.
haha.. dahil nga sa sobrang boring nga kmi dhil sa case study na hndi matapos-tapos nagkaroon ng luv team sa klase.. haha..
it was jane and jayvee.. J to J nga dw.. haha.. pano b ng-start?? eh itong cla glenn and nikki ang ng-start and ayun ng-grow na tlga.. ngaun isa n clang matinding tandem and kami ang mga fans.. nagising nman ang mga dugo nmin dhil dun kc sobrang antok n tlga kami.. as in! haha.. tpoz may mga pampagising p n music kaya sobrang bongga, hndi nttkot na m-inc sa grade.. haha..
NOYNOY AQUINO and MAR ROXAS dn went sa skul, ayun sobrang bangag nnman kc may politicians n ddting and super happy kc UL lng tlga ang venue so some of the students from different skul came to see nonoy, ayun nakita nmin and wla lng.. haha.. uMmm.. ala nman c mar, hndi dumating.. psaway tlga.. haha.. sinama koh lng c mar para bonnga, riza hontiveros and d son of guingona ang andun, cla kris and other kapatid nya dpat andun kso kumakain p dw.. haha.. nakuha dn kmi ng video ky kris when they are in ST. John Cathedral for Soc Villegas.. cya n kc bgong archibishop ng pangasinan.. bongga db?? haha..
i also saw insan and were planning for the graduation of ate she sna matuloy.. late nnman kming umuwi ng dahil sa VB.. hayz!
good day
Written by kidbaliw at 12:04 PM. Filed under real world, moving forward, the past.
October 30, 2009
I was at home when I decided to be at home and be busy in front of our desktop. The usual thing that I do is login to my yahoo messenger account and check my kitchen if my dishes are ready to server and harvest my crops from my farm. Until I heard..
*toot*
him: hi
me: hello, musta?
him: ayos lang. asan ka?
me: nasa bahay, naglalaro. sayang wala ka nung umuwi si joey.. you missed a lot of inom moments!
him: uu nga eh, tatampo xa. hindi na nga ako pinapansin.
Then we continued to have a small talk about my life and his life. It’s been four years, since we saw each other and usually, ym is our way to communicate. There were times that he’ll never reply or will say emotional things to me because of our bitter break up. Let’s call him Marcos.
Well at least, he’s now matured and ready to speak up with me and be casual.. I think. Joey once told me that till now, Marcos told her that he’s still in love with me after all these years. She had advised Marcos to ask me out and try to be with him again.
Anyways, I told Marcos that I was pretty emotional during that day. He asked me out if it is okay to roam around and have a couple of drinks or so. I can’t say yes to him because I was waiting from a reply of my Team Lead if my VL was approved or not.
Funny thing here is it took me I think 6 hours to decide and we met in our meeting place. What really caught my attention was his weight! I never imagined him seeing that way.. he gained a lot! I was like, “Hi Marcos, ang taba taba mo na! Tabaching ching ka na!!” He just looked at me and said, “Akala ko ba emo ka? Meron bang emo na naka mini skirt at naka PINK bag?!” I just answered, “Ako lang yun.”
We checked for any available place wherein we can talk and have some time together. We went to the place where we (college friends) used to hang out when we like to sing our hearts out. We even visited our school and well, they were also surprised to see us together again. Lakas nga nila mang asar, grabe!
Anyways, since there were no available place near the area, he asked me if it is okay if we head our way to Petron. The very memorable Petron, I told myself then I agreed.
We had a lot of conversation and as I looked at him, he seems really okay and happy with his girlfriend. He was funny as he tried to reverse whatever happened between us in the past. I was like, excuse me, you’re the one who had an affair with your best friend then I got even and I decided to ditch you and be with *o**t. “Isang buwan nalang, one year na sana tayo Marcos.”
He just answered, “Akala ko ba ikaw may kasalanan? Iniwan mo nga ako db kasi you decided na sumama sa Batangas saka ayaw mo ako isama.”
I answerd back, “Gagu, nakipaglandian ka kasi kay E*r* kaya pala lakas ng loob mong maki pag hiwalay sa akin nun ah!”
Marcos replied, “Hindi no, si George may kasalanan nun! Na misinterpret niya yung CD.”
then I said, “Tanga, hindi ka lang marunong magtago ng kalokohan mo. Concern nga sa akin si George nun. Buti nga sinabi niya sa akin yung nakita niya no!”
Me and Marcos five years ago @ Petron
Before he left, he kept saying that after all these years, he still can’t move on at nanghihinayang siya after what had happened to us. Marcos never failed to look at me and hold his hand over mine. As I glanced upon him, I really saw his facial expression, he mean it. I told him whatever happened between us is finally over and he needs to love his girlfriend and be loyal with her. We’re now separated and God has a reason why our story had ended up that way.
Honestly, for the month of October, I managed to meet up my ex’s and be able to close whatever happened between our relationship. I had forgiven them and I hope they’re happy with their current significant other.
I still need to accomplish one thing for me to totally get over from all the shits I had in my past. Although, I’m still deciding if I’ll do it or no. I know if I decided to do it, it will help me fully forgive and move on with my life.
I know to myself that I had moved on, I just want to say my last thoughts to him then leave.
{ music } Realize by Colbie Caillat | 911 by Paraluman
{ show } my kitchen in cafe world
{ mood } pensive
Written by ladyapril01 at 12:35 PM.
cla lng.. haha..
yupz! back2skul n mga kpatid koh pero hndi ako kht n and2 ako ngaun sa skul.. haha..
i'm juz going to meet my thesis members and ggwin lng ang case study.. hehe.. medyo nkktmad pero ayos lng nman.. hihi.. keysa asa bahay lng
enjoy ur day guys muahz!
our group pic during our thesis
Written by flyfree at 08:35 PM.
we moved into the new house, and of course the first thing we did was install smartbro.
hehehehe.
welcome to mandaluyong.
Written by ladyapril01 at 09:15 AM.
WELCOME TO PANGASINAN
archbishop soc villegas
enjoy you're stay here
we love you!
muahz!
The Holy Father appointed Bishop Socrates B. Villegas of Balanga, Philippines, as archbishop of Lingayen-Dagupan (area 1,565, population 1,313,000, Catholics 1,084,000, priests 76, religious 57), Philippines. The archbishop-elect was born in Manila, Philippines in 1960, he was ordained a priest in 1985 and consecrated a bishop in 2001. He succeeds Archbishop Oscar V. Cruz, whose resignation from the pastoral care of the same archdiocese the Holy Father accepted, upon having reached the age limit.