Pardon shall only be granted to those who repent, truly, in their hearts.
WARNING: Those who seek shall find.. If you do not want to find something, please lang... DO NOT DARE TO SEEK...
Posted by deelicious at 10:04 PM on December 1, 2008 in SIDE EFFECT OF AN UNEVENTFUL DAY.
Two years ago someone said that broken bleeding hearts are the most beautiful things in the world...
I told him: "So my heart is one of the most beautiful things in the world right now..."
It lies slowly pulsing... A bloody pulp of something that once illuminates my soul.
I hope we're both right.
Posted by poetfreak at 03:35 PM on December 1, 2008 in hanging by a moment.
what the hell just happened? i cannot believe it, myself.. blame it on the booze? comm'n girl, grow up. it was not because of anything other than i wanted it to happen. and the funny thing is, we are friends and i liked it, kissing him, him kissing me. what the fuck? what was i thinking? mmmm actually i wasn't thinking about anything, about anyone. no rules, no other people, just me wanting to kiss him and flirt for a night. is that bad? so what will happen now? i do not think something should change about our relationship, i mean we will still be friends, go out with our friends, talk like friends. it takes two to tango, he wanted it as well.. we danced to a tune we both liked that night and we had fun. we are both mature enough to deal with it like we are professionals, masters of the game. but i hate it that i ruined the night. it could have been more fun if i had not talk about the past. it was stupid of me when i mentioned it. i think he was disappointed with the fact that i cannot offer anything more than that. what can i do? my principles and my dreams matter more than my pleasures. but it felt good. really.. and i was not drunk at all. i knew what i was doing and i am hoping that he knew what he was doing as well. just wondering,... did he see it coming? mm coz i did not.. so that's it, what was not supposed to happen, happened.. no regrets, i had fun. that was cool. it was a one night affair, but who knows?.. life is soooooooooo full of surprises.. just don't mess it up.. it is going to be fine..
Currently listening to: darkness fell
Currently reading: my blog
Currently watching: my screen
Currently feeling: amused
Posted by deelicious at 03:06 PM on December 1, 2008 as a stickied post.
Forgive me guys...
Because I'm too tired too splurge my emotions on cyber ink & because my heart aches sooo...
It was a bad case of last song syndrome... 
Posted by flyfree at 01:03 PM on December 1, 2008.
interview's done. the guy said he would arrange a meeting with the training manager, who would be discussing the compensation package with me. so far, no text message yet.
anyway, since he mentioned compensation package, i think it's fairly safe to say i got the post. though i don't want to be all cocky (because it's possible i didn't). i guess the training manager just wants to meet me to see if i'll fit in his team or something. *shrug*
like i said, if the compensation isn't that good, i won't be leaving my current company. aside from upselling, i don't really see anything i don't like. it would be the perfect job if i wasn't an agent. and since there are absolutely no guarantees of promotion after 9 months, it may get harder for me to make sales and meet my quota. *sigh*
oh well. we'll see
Posted by f-feb2892jab at 09:57 AM on December 1, 2008 in The Journey.
It's wonderful. Now, I understand the scenes in movies where one lover lets go of the other because he could see how the other is happy with another. And he'll do it for his love for the other even if it hurts him deep inside. And he'll dictate his heart to feel happy despite the situation. It's so sweet to write about it, but so bitter to experience it.
Right now, I remember myself thinking that my classmates' love stories I hear back in HS days corny. But, lately, I must be the corniest of all the love story tellers.
Problem:I FEEL AWFULLY BAD.
Solution:
I have to learn how to control myself not to talk to him, not to message him at YM. Yes, I shall and I will!
I am reading Anne of Green Gables again. And I'll imitate how she just imagines that things are happening, that things are just there... 
I guess I'll just imagine that things are at best. (This is how a desperate girl consoles herself.)
Eventually, I'll be able to accept everything, too, and good things will replace every pain. I'm sure it will.
Confession: There were times when I wanted to confront him and tell him I liked him, I loved him, I missed him, I couldn't be happy without him! It's very awkward for a girl to do that, but that's what my heart and brain both tell me to do. My heart feels it, and my brain tells me doing that may bring back our good memories in reality. But I won't. I'm still not sure that'll give positive outcome, am I? 
Don't Speak - No Doubt
You and me
We used to be together
Everyday together always
I really feel
That I'm losing my best friend
I can't believe
This could be the end
It looks as though you're letting go
And if it's real
Well I don't want to know
Don't speak
I know just what you're saying
So please stop explaining
Don't tell me cause it hurts
Don't speak
I know what you're thinking
I don't need your reasons
Don't tell me cause it hurts
Our memories
Well, they can be inviting
But some are altogether
Mighty frightening
As we die, both you and I
With my head in my hands
I sit and cry
Don't speak
I know just what you're saying
So please stop explaining
Don't tell me cause it hurts (no, no, no)
Don't speak
I know what you're thinking
I don't need your reasons
Don't tell me cause it hurts
It's all ending
I gotta stop pretending who we are...
You and me I can see us dying...are we?
Don't speak
I know just what you're saying
So please stop explaining
Don't tell me cause it hurts (no, no, no)
Don't speak
I know what you're thinking
I don't need your reasons
Don't tell me cause it hurts
Don't tell me cause it hurts
I know what you're saying
So please stop explaining
Don't speak,
don't speak,
don't speak,
oh I know what you're thinking
And I don't need your reasons
I know you're good,
I know you're good,
I know you're real good
Oh, la la la la la la La la la la la la
Don't, Don't, uh-huh Hush, hush darlin'
Hush, hush darlin' Hush, hush
don't tell me tell me cause it hurts
Hush, hush darlin' Hush, hush darlin'
Hush, hush don't tell me tell me cause it hurts
Posted by f-feb2892jab at 08:52 AM on December 1, 2008 in The Journey.
We had the MAS Night Nov. 29. Went there with Kim. She did my make up and hair. Thanks to her. My hair was beautiful, but I think it didn't suit me that well.
It was held at Sining Makuhari at Leon Guinto Street, Quirino Ave, from 6:00pm - 1:00am.
Ronan and Kim slept over at our house. It's memorable.
Posted by perry12 at 08:56 PM on November 30, 2008.
HAHAHAYzzzZ.....
grabe n talga ang buhay .. ngaung may work n ko hirap nmn sa cmula... sbi nga walang trabahong madali (sa una) ganun nmn talaga... pro since sa una lng nmn talga un kc nmn nasaktohan lng na marami talgang tao hehehe... I now work with the seeming larging fast food chain na proudly FILIPINO made...
JOLLIBEE ....
... aun if anybody is thinking na madali nmn un work doon eh jan la nagkakamali... everything is filtered .. lahat kailangan nasa standard.. grabe at in ung measurements na inilalabas sa bawat sundae na ginagawa ko eh measured talga.. grabe sakit n ng kamay ko di lng sa pagtatrabaho pati sa pagtype lng sa blog na eto (joke)... aun sa SODA station kc ako... d nmn sa DINING kc d nga ako ganun ka gandang lalaki wahahaha un talga ung laging hinahanap pag DINING AREA... pero kahit SODA ako lumalabas pa rin ako para gumawa ng sundaes at ICE CRAzES ... aun pasma ang kamay lamig dito init jaan.... yaan mo kaunting panahon n lng at masasanay din ako...kaya ngaun pa nga lng eh komokontrata n ko sa mga kaibigan ko a sa inyo ...
COME and VIsiT us at JOLLIBEE SM muntinlupa... hehehehe... saya nga makakita ng mga kaibign na nagpapaserve sayo eh... sarap din kahit d mo kakilala kc nmn sarap makarinig ng..
THanks KUYA PERRY ^_^
Posted by yahn at 12:15 PM on November 30, 2008 in Book Of The Yahn.
To everything there is a season, and a time to every purpose under the heaven. ~Ecclesiastes 3.1
Last week was another bum weekend for me. I spent most of my time watching The Godfather trilogy. And I was satisfied, for I was really looking forward to sitting through many hours for that famous trilogy. It was really good, as I have learned from the feedbacks of many others who have seen it especially those who make sense [whatever that meant 
].
Part 1 was the best as I reckon. The story was so interesting, you wouldn't dare miss any part wherever you might have started watching: in the very beginning, in the midst of conflict, in the climax, or even close to its end. And that first part did well in making its audience beg for more without cutting the story short.
On the other hand, part 2 was quite a bore. I found it monotonous, but you'll definitely see the sudden turn of events there. As surprising events unfolded and matters became worse than ever, the story reminisced as well the younger years of the late Corleone, Don Vito.
In part 3, the story gained back its excitement. Though my main comment is that it's one tragic movie. It was the end of the trilogy, and it had a sad closing rather than a 'happily ever after' ending [a happily never after, if you'd like to put it that way]. It's also interesting to point out the transition Connie Corleone have gone through in the series: from an introvert, fragile lady, to a promiscous, careless widow, and now an extrovert, assertive Corleone woman.
Five hundred twenty five thousand six hundred minutes,
How do you measure the life of a woman or a man?
The Godfather III made me think deeply. I hated it for its tragic ending, but that very tragic ending is the best part of it. It made me realize that perhaps it is way better to get ahead of the line, die being loved and remembered--rather than live long enough to witness everyone else passing away.
Destinity, serendipity, fate. The consequences of our actions and decisions are sure hard to counter, right?
It's not time to make a change
Just relax, take it easy
You're still young, that's your fault
There's so much you have to know
And that was last week. Monday, Tuesday, and Wednesday passed. Those were pretty fast days. I was only looking forward to Thursday and Friday. And as the hours drew closer for the end of the week, butterflies started building up in my stomach, more and more each hour that I let time pass. My mind wandered all the more, giving me difficulty to sleep over the past couple of days.
I could almost have a much more sleepless night on Thursday if not for having met on the way home their president. I was supposed to inform my much awaited application to first their mem com head. But things didn't turn out the way I saw it. So I made my move instead to that president that I'm more familiar with. And I'd say I made him happy enough--point taken.
Now, bum days are so over. I closed it the other night with much booze and with my beloved brods and sisses. And I am surely satisfied. Acad org, here I come! I'm so nervously excited! XD
It's time now, to sing out,
Though the story never ends.
Let's celebrate, remember a year,
In the life of friends.
Better to remember and not forget.
And always be reminded, though, that learning is what's left when everything else has been forgotten.
Currently listening to: Seasons of Love
Currently feeling: anxious
